自欺欺人......

你知道吗？。。。
那时你跟我讲的理由好像是骗我的，
你现在给我的感觉好像那时已经背叛了我，
or 你一路来都是玩我的。。。。
我真的不想是这样Oh，
but all my friends oso say like tat, i reli no confidence to believe u anymore...
i duno how r.....:(
actually myself oso can feel it jor geh, just keep 自欺欺人 oni...haiz


N all my friends oso call me give up u nia,
but but but
i reli dun1 lor...
coz 我对每个感情都很认真的,一定会做到就最好的，
可是你却。。。。。。:(

i everynight ,everytimes oso think tis stupid question r....
nowadays i cant sleep well as possible as i can lor......
fall in sleep edi then wake up sleep wake up.....
i very very very tired r...
somemore when i working tat time keep feel sleepy r...haizzz