sadness..coz i so keji...

Haiz...2day morning i din fetch her,
coz thursday night ,i goes out until so late....
then din fetch her ....:(

but but but...bak tat time oso din fetch her....haiz haiz haiz again...
coz i go do GYM....
somemore not oni 2day, sometimes oso din fetch her...aiya...
i look like breaking my promise jor oh...keep do my staff oni...
edi din care her jor...:(
haiz lo...My heart not song jor...wan beat myself....
reli reli reli wan beat it la....
i become bad guy jor...
cham la....
how how how ? hate myself.....
GOD , i cant tahan anymore la...coz very very very 辛苦。。。。:|

Yeah...gambateh..

Wow...2day oni know u cr8 jor a blog...n view jor wat u write inside ur blog....
all abt u n her bf,
sweets sweets oh...
n u love him more than tat time u love me lor..:(
but now nvm liao lo...since i knew tat guy treat u so good...
somemore u love him banyak banyak oh..
i cant wit u 4ver jor, but wish u n him can 4ver oh...加油。。
(tis not call 伟大, actually my heart so pain n cant 改变 tis ending jor...
thus ,just wish them oni...)^^....

ur blog got write 2day we so quite when i fetch u tat time...i oso dun1 den...
u know me geh la...somemore duno still can chat wat lo...
i edi blur blur jor...sry...
i oso wan gambateh be ur friends geh, but hard to do it....
coz we couple tat time, i use all my heart to treat u ,
thus,reli hard to forget lor...haizzz

算了吧。。。。

我们的距离已经越来越远了，
无法在会到从前了，
算了吧!


放弃是一中痛苦，
等待是一中希望，
but 是你的就是你的，不是你的永远都不属于你的。。。
love maybe bring us very happy ,special,sad,worry her,sek her n alot...

wish ...wish...wish ....n wish....
hope u always smile, happy , n alot alot....gambateh oh...
n me,
bak to my old life again....solo king n alone ^^
happy,no nid fan, n alot....:D
now wan to 实现 my another half dream jor...gambateh oso ...:D

自欺欺人......

你知道吗？。。。
那时你跟我讲的理由好像是骗我的，
你现在给我的感觉好像那时已经背叛了我，
or 你一路来都是玩我的。。。。
我真的不想是这样Oh，
but all my friends oso say like tat, i reli no confidence to believe u anymore...
i duno how r.....:(
actually myself oso can feel it jor geh, just keep 自欺欺人 oni...haiz


N all my friends oso call me give up u nia,
but but but
i reli dun1 lor...
coz 我对每个感情都很认真的,一定会做到就最好的，
可是你却。。。。。。:(

i everynight ,everytimes oso think tis stupid question r....
nowadays i cant sleep well as possible as i can lor......
fall in sleep edi then wake up sleep wake up.....
i very very very tired r...
somemore when i working tat time keep feel sleepy r...haizzz

Copy from somewhere else,after i c jor,got abit feel,so i paste here ....

爱情里没有谁错谁对...下一个天亮...分手在那个秋天. ..一万个理由...难道爱一个人有错吗...最后一次的温 ...都是我的错...爱上你是一个错...你的选择...爱过就 足够...怎么会狠心伤害我...不要用我的爱来伤害我... 情歌的人...爱断了一双翅膀...泪干以后不哭...雨滴 我的伤口...爱上你这样的情人...美丽女人...最后一滴泪...全世界最伤心的人...爱情惹的祸...不要在我寂寞 说爱我...分手的那天...为什么你要离开我...为爱停 ...好聚好散...幸福恋人...当我孤独的时候还可以抱着 你...我爱你你却爱他...擦肩而过...无情的温柔...曾经过你...该死的温柔...有一种爱叫做放手...爱到尽头.. .真的用心良苦...秋天不回来...连哭都是我的错...

SAD but oso happy coz if he treat u good...

我们已经分开了第四天，我还是这么爱你。。。
N when i c ur msn Pm tat time，
u look like got chance couple wit some1 tat u love oh...
but u told me just write for fun oni,
nevertheless,my feel tell me is not a fun lor....
if reli 1, oso nth geh....
coz wat can i do jek,
just wish u can happy 4ver n 幸福快了。。。。
"有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的, 有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的."

i just wish u oni....
but if he treat u badly....
rmb it , i will wait u until u marry geh( wat i scare is hard to do it coz not 100% n 我不知道我的未来是how geh)...
i wont give up u easily 1..
coz i promise u to take k u 4ver n alot geh...
i wont break tis promise geh...
maybe we couple tat time reli is my problem lo...tat y oni we break(不会爱)..sry
i believe u wont becoz of tat then break lor...
but
i will use the time we break to improve my comunication ,
了解 girl as much as possible n alot thing ...
somemore chinese got 1 word call :男人不坏女人不爱...
is reli geh oh....reli nid bad abit jor..:D
so regret oh....
gambateh nia....



我對你 這一生　哪個可比
我與你 差一些　永遠一起
邂逅時間場地　似連場好戲
要 自何頁說起

愛太重 深呼吸　欠缺空氣
愛太美 輕輕的　卻載不起
愛情來到時候　似明媚天氣
她走了　突然驟變雪落雨飛

＊如果可以恨你　全力痛恨你
連遇上亦要躲避
無非想放下你　還是掛念你
誰又會及我傷悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎麼伸盡手臂
我們亦有一些距離

你太遠 該怎麼　說對不起
你太近 一轉身　卻已高飛
快樂也許太短　似場流星雨
一眨眼 就如幻覺怕又記起

我情願我恨心憎你　我還在記憶中找你

thks all my best friends accompany me when i sad...

Ytd sing k wit my all best friends nia,
until 4++am oh....got abit tired...
but damn song,comfortable edi....TQ u all ...
n ....
friends, i m so so so sry to u all,
coz i think until so long jor,
i reli dun1 give up her so so so easily lor,
maybe reli is my wrong..
tat the reason she told me 1 maybe is true ,
so i will prefer believe her ...
if reli not a true, i oso will wait her geh,
but not 100% i can do it lor,
coz hard to accept tis kind of reason tat u all say lo...hope not....

i reli hope she is my 1st gf oso is my last gf lo....i reli dun1 anymore...
coz i love her so much nia...reli hard to forget it...
somemore i reli believe got 天长地久 geh lo，
now i edi no confidence to believe tis 4word again,
But but but , i will find bak geh....bless me oh...
now wat can i do is 重新use my ikhlas to chasing her again lor...wont sad anymore..
thks all my best friends...
NOw，
维有默默等你,回心转一,
我没有放弃，也不会离你而去，
那怕要分开，我依然等你，
我全心全意，等你的消息，
总会有一天，你会相信我，
我爱你。。。。。。
......:D

my sweets memories...

i will keep my sweets memories 4ver-4ver geh....n will wait u...

july4, we started at cinema.....
tat movie we watch together is :-
-1st movie-transformer
-2nd movie-terminator
-3rd movie - ur love show :Harry potter^^

Aug 13, we break tat time...i reli 不舍得 n heart pain..:(
but also no choice coz i hormat ur choose...
somemore tat few days c u like not happy n 辛苦 geh,
so i let u go ba....:(
but i can tell u ,
tat the promise i told u,
wont so easy break...i will rmb it as long as 4ver...
anyways we just couple 不是很久，
对很多人来说自不过很短，
可是对我来讲真的感觉到很久...
i love u 4ver yin....
Thks yin,give my life got abit special..
hope still got tis chance to take K u 4ver la..



我在祈祷,
希望我与你能幸福;
分手的那瞬间,
我在忏悔,
懊悔我与你一起走过的日子;
感谢你一路的陪伴;
我知道我某处在受伤;
等哪天我学会了坚强,
不再哭泣,
我会笑着对天空说:
其实我并不脆弱!!
也许是你的放弃,
才让我懂得什么叫心痛,.
滑落的泪水为这逝去的爱情而哭泣,
原来一句分手可以改变以前的关系,
或许缘分天注定,谁也无法修改.
曾经那个诺言是否也不再存在,
风是否在为我转诉,
雨是否代表你给我的回答?
掉头转身走的那刹那,
你可否后悔过?